To Trust or Not To Trust

Last Sunday, when I went to write out my tithe check, I realized that I was making a conscious decision about trust.  Christmastime and the bad economy can easily cause a person to tighten the checkbook strings.  But at that moment, something in my spirit asked me if I really trusted God?  In a split second, my heart said, "yes!"  God has brought me through so many financial trials, that I have no reason to question Him.  Less than a week later, my car has died and I am in a huge bind.  I am waiting for an answer on whether my car can be fixed.  It's not looking good.  I don't have the money to fix my car, much less buy a new one.  So, I sit at home, newly sick with a cold, snow on the ground, no news on my car, and wondering, "how's God going to fix this one?"  I really don't know.  There's no skirting around the question, "do I trust God or don't I?"  I do.